Monday, November 29, 2004
sigh... time is flying lyk nobodi's business... one moment i still thinking i starting the holidaez.. in a blink of an eye then i realised.. we onli have one month left.. seems so impossible.. haven even start enjoying yet lehz!! haiz... how lehz... saw those books we getting next year.. damn scary lorz.. u see u wanna sleep le... some more all damn heavy lorz.. dunno how 2 survive next year.. got so much load on your back... wanna de-stress also cannot.. sigh.. but as ting wei said... cannot keep lamenting and not do anything!!! must jia you next year le... dun wanna regret lyk this year.. but saying is one thing.. dunno whether i can really do that not lorz.. hope i can lahz.. must have confidence in myself!!! anyway.. lyk i said: worry about tomorrow's things tomorrow! enjoy wad i have today today!! BE HAPPY~~ JIA YOU~~
anyway.. that aside.. spent almost 5 hrz today on a hand.. went to that 3ds max course today wadz.. then got that character animation lorz.. then have to do one hand.. then do lorz.. actually its not difficult lahz.. but its damn tedious lorz.. so spent a very long time lorz.. ok lahz.. most of the things is hai guang do one lahz.. i admit lorz.. but i was still there lorz.. somemore i nothing to do lorz.. so its even more sian.. sigh.. but anyway i really think hai guang is a very funny person.. he beside me onli then i laugh lyk mad le.. hahaz...
oh yah.. that dae i think i kinda agreed to be yun hao's stead officially lorz.. then its lyk horz.. sigh.. i was kinda lost that dae lorz.. then seriously dunno wad to do wadz.. so i said ok lorz.. then its lyk i really dunno whether i made the right choice or not lorz.. so ayah... dun care lahz.. i mean.. just lyk what i read from a book.. teenage life is a time for us to be extravagent with all our strength and will... we WILL be able to achieve wad we want if we set our hearts to it.. we must be curious.. we should try everything that come our way.. so that we will not live to regret... guess if i tried.. then even if it did not work out.. which i think most prob wouldnt lahz.. but at least i wouldnt live to regret it later lorz.. really hope i doing the right thing.. sigh.. utala hikaru got a song: " time will tell" .. guess i shall really have to wait le lorz.. tomorrow going out wif him watch movie.. dunno wad will happen.. hope its something good lahz..
Q~ ♥
11/29/2004 09:58:00 PM
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Saturday, November 13, 2004
sigh... got so many things to do these daes.. but still so sian... yesterdae handed in the KWN thingy...FINALLY!!! so thats one load off my mind.. now can concentrate on SVA le... then yesterdae CO had a test... then also very funny... cuz i was practically not doing anything lorz.. then adeline still say i passed.. hahaz.. then we went to the organic farm yesterdae and the dae b4.. it was very nice and all.. but the bad part was that all of us managed to scrape off at least 30+ bites from the countless mosquitoes there... personally.. i got a grand total of 42 kisses from those " cute " thingyz.. didnt noe until yesterdae that i was actually so "well-loved" by "the other kind"... hahaz.. but anyway.. other than that... the experience was worth the trip and the horror of the "kisses" really... cuz we saw all those greenhouses and how those ppl planted all those vegggies... we really learnt a lot... what really captured me was how those ppl were willing to give and put in so much time and effort just to protect the environment.. furthermore.. we saw how the vegetables had to compete with the weeds for survival... it kinda ironic seriously.. those plants are actually fighting to be eaten... wad kinda of a "survival" is that?? but really... it shows how cruel nature can get.. i mean.. even in the plant world.. only the fittest survives and the weaker ones always have to face the terrible consequences... in the human world... its defeat... its humiliation... downright despise from the winners, the so called stronger ones... and in the plant world... its the terrible death... sigh.. just like the title of ABBA's song... the winner takes it all... sigh...
but anyway... philosophy aside.. i realised i tend to crap a lot on these type if things these daes.. sigh.. wads wrong wif me... maybe i am getting old.. hahaz.. anyway.. its nov 13 today... in less than 24 hourz... it shall be yun haoz bdae.. wad to do... i have to answer him lehz... wad am i supposed to say... should i sae yes or no... this morning i woke up.. and i was thinking.. do i seriously love him?? then i found out i still dunt know... seriously how does it feel lyk when you love somebody??? HELP!!! i really need help lorz... wad to do... limin is foreva telling me to accept him... she saez he treats me very well... but then i thought thats not the point wadz... i mean.. i thought the whole point of being together with the person is that you have to love him or her?? is it based on how good that person treats you??? sigh... i am seriouslu lost... and i totally do Not have any braincells left to think abt tis question ready... HOW???
Q~ ♥
11/13/2004 01:05:00 PM
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Saturday, November 06, 2004
sigh... just changed my blog skin.. i think tis one looks not bad lorz.. then again i so long nv blog le.. cuz.. dunno lehz.. just dunt feel lyk it.. then these few daes also nothin much going on.. we choose our combination le.. then we found out who get wad ready.. then i in triple.. i guess i am happy wif that lahz.. but i scared i get too stressed.. sigh.. hope not lorz.. then i taking history as minor and lit as major... cuz my mother asked me to.. sigh.. she is practicalli taking over my life now... first she ask me to take lit as major.. then she ask me to go take up piano again.. sian.. so now wif piano and guitar.. sigh... getting busier then before.. dunno when school reopens i can cope not.. sigh.. i seriously dont want this holiday to end.. school life is getting positively hectic nowadays... i guess the moe ppl are seriously about breaking all our pretty fantasies about teenage life... sigh.. stress man.. even after exams le.. i can still feel the choking sensation whenever i think about exams.. thank god i did ok for this year streaming.. if not i would probably jump down from the building to commit suicide.. haha...
Q~ ♥
11/06/2004 07:02:00 PM
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